A Second Nursery

That's right... we need a second nursery!  Landon will not be ready to move out of his room or his crib for that matter when Mya arrives in May.  So, we will be putting together a 2nd nursery.  I'm actually glad and a bit relieved to have to buy a new crib.  I have so much anxiety about this pregnancy because it's a girl.  You can read more about that in my previous post, On My Mind.   With that said I have even more anxiety about putting together another nursery for a baby girl.  I can't bare the thought of having another pink nursery...I physically can't bring myself to do it.  It's not happening.  I had a beautiful pink nursery and my daughter never saw it, never slept in it, we never brought her home to it.  I try not to play the "what if" game, but it's crossed my mind.  What if Mya doesn't come home?  What if we put together a second girl nursery and something happens?  It's a bad game to play and it's one I try not to participate in.  However, there are times when I do.  Paige's furniture was black and Landon uses it now.  It wasn't hard for me to give him her crib.  His room is completely different.  Paige's room was pink with black and white accents.  Covered in polka dots and damask.  Landon's room is blue with sports stuff throughout... completely different.  Mya will have white furniture.  I need it to be completely different.  No worries, Mya will have a very girly nursery... just the walls won't be pink.  There will be touches of pink throughout, but a different shade of pink than what was in Paige's room.   It just has to be that way.  Now, I sit with a spare bedroom full of 2 years of "clutter" that needs to be removed in order to get it ready for Mya.  We have some major work to do in there!!!  I hope to make strides over the next month or two... May is only 3 months away so I better get a workin!!!

On a side note:  We are looking for white baby furniture.  I'm not opposed to used especially a dresser or other furniture items... if you know someone who is wanting to sell white baby furniture.. please let me know!!!