October 15th

Well today didn't go quite as planned.  I'm at home sick in bed:(!  We didn't get to go to the candlelight service like we planned for National infant and pregnancy loss awareness day.  We had really wished to be there but I'm not feeling well at all.  Instead we stayed home and lit our candle in our own family room.  

This day never gets easier in fact I would venture to say it gets harder.  Each year it becomes more and more of a reality that we have a daughter in heaven and she's not coming back.  It's a hard thing to swallow but its our reality.  With every new experience with Landon and Mya we realize all the wonderful things we missed out on with Paige.  While its easy to let your mind wander and think about "what if" it's important that we just continue to trust in Jesus and know that Paige is in good hands and we will see her again some day.  Thank you for sending me your pictures of the candles you lit in Paige's honor!  We continue to be amazed by the love we feel from family and friends! 

Here's our candle for our sweet Paige!